As I have said many times, my work is a way of life and not a job. It is who I am. It is a job that demands great commitment and it suits my pioneering nature. I would not want it to change, because this work offers me a lot in the way of challenge and impetus. That is the kind of format I need to work within, but I can become so absorbed in my work that I neglect my own personal needs and lose contact with what I should give to myself.
Some years ago I asked God or spirit for something that was very special for me. They told me that first I had to clean the cobwebs from my heart, which they would help me with, and then my wish would be granted. However, before that could happen I had to go through a process. It was not always pleasant, but sometimes it gave moments of joy. In fact, I had neglected the needs of my heart, without realizing it I had not given it the nourishment it needed.
About three months ago I had this huge realization: A person came into my life and knocked on doors within me that I 
had not opened for a long time, if ever before. This person, or messenger from spirit, brought me in touch with many new feelings and with what I needed to have in my life. It has been like a huge revelation, which has brought me into better balance than I perhaps have ever had in my life before. A well-known medium, predicted this as we were having a cup of coffee at TV4 one day. Even though I understood what this medium was trying to convey I did not understand what impact it would have upon me.
It has almost been like opening a door to a room that for a long, long time has laid in waste. It needed the shutters to be open and the curtains to be pulled back so that the light of day could shine through the window. The furniture needed dusting in order to bring that room back to its’ original grandeur. Every piece of furniture in that room, every beautiful thing symbolizes a need that I have neglected. That room is my heart and in opening my heart I have found this beautiful place.
Interestingly enough, as I walked into that room I discovered a completely new feeling, a feeling of wellbeing and peace, and now I am beginning to understand that I actually am worth this gift. So that messenger from the light who gave me the key to my heart helped me discover a way forward to a new life, with a whole new dynamic. This new feeling is something I have to learn to live with and understand. I cannot tell the feeling how it should be and it will only work if it is unconditional, without prejudice or demand. It is almost as if the feeling is saying: Let me work for you in my way, not in your way and then what you wished for all these years ago will be granted. Because, when you enter this room each day and you show it the respect it deserves, by dusting down the furniture etcetera, this room in return will show you the treasures within.
I believe I have worked with my heart, because now I understand better what I need just to be an ordinary man. I am also beginning to realise that my heart, this beautiful room, has many different windows that not just allow light in, it also sends out light. As it does that it attracts the people, the situations and the resource so that welcoming room can continue to beat its’ steady rhythm.
I thank this messenger who carried this message from the light and illuminated my shadows. That new feeling that I never recognized before has given me the opportunity to improve the language of my heart. I am so grateful.
I wonder if any of you have had similar experiences?
/Terry Evans
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I hope to find that door to my Heart!!
Good luck!/Terry Evans
You asked if someone had a similar experience. I had a wonderful dream where I was playing with my brother and his friend, we where in an old house with secret rooms and tunnels. one of the rooms was our secret hideout really luxuary. Then someone tried to catch us so we started to crawl in tunnels and thru doors around in the house. Feeling followed but not seeing anyone, deeper and deeper into the house and there in the middle a room opened up full of treasures. A room that felt safe and calm, I felt like we were in the heart of the house, cant really explain the room felt like a part of me. This dream repeted it self for a while but then it seems I lost my way cause I cant find that room again…cant get that dream back and I miss that feeling I had in there.
Take care of your room Terry it’s a treasure and a beautiful gift to come in there.
My best wishes for you, take good care of your self.
My wish is for you that you find your way back to your inner room. Thank you! /Terry Evans